I never fold.

My therapist brought up a few things last week that made me think back to my family saying,

”these are the cards you’ve been dealt; how are you going to play them?”

I will never fold.

What did I learn from surviving?

I learned I have survived 100% of my worst days.

I learned I will persevere in the face of any challenge.

I learned what tools I need to succeed.

This all has to mean something, right?

What’s my next step? Where do I go from here?

I have had a lot of anxiety this week. Being pregnant and having a sore throat (common with the weather changes 17 times in one week) and missing part of my lung makes me really nervous. So obviously that has spiked some fears and ptsd.

But guess what!? That’s ok! Taking it one day at a time over here.

Yesterday, I sat out in the sun for hours. I actually don’t think I’ve been that happy in months. It’s amazing what good weather will do for your soul.

So keep playing your cards, however you choose to play them and hopefully the cards fall in just the right way that you have one of your best days yet.

Xo ✨

*this blog is brought to you by lazy days in bed where it’s rainy and you have a new book to read and you’re still happy!