Tomorrow

One year since all of this chaos started to go down.

I made an appointment with Brink for today, because honestly he’s the only one who can show me the proof that I’m ok and reassure me that I am going to be alright.

I see it. In front of me. On a screen. And most importantly, in his eyes. I am ok.

I said I’m not dying? He said not today, not tomorrow, not the next day.

Brink. The kind of man that pulls you over the finish line and then keeps walking with you. That’s just who he is. He’s committed not just to my health but to my happiness and he knows it‘s going to take a long time for me to heal but for today I’m good.

He gave me the longest, tightest hug goodbye and it was everything I needed.

Today I am strong. Today I am healthy. Today I am not going to let my fear consume me. Today I am alive. Today I am happy.

”You be you, whoever that is”

xo